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Shine
04:04
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Colour, is all you’re needing
To ease the grey you felt so long
No hope, I give you darkness
Your shadow heart decays,
Shining on, until every light leaves in turn
Burn my rust, one day your shine will return
Your love could heal the world
You give it all as sickness calls
My plague, that withers your soul
I’ll be the death of you
Shining on, until every light fades in time
Heal my rust, until your shine matches mine
Shining on, you heal all the darkness in me
Take my rust, and feel your light fade away
I’m sorry, I pray you shine again
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2. |
Die Again
04:34
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Fade away, we we’re hand in hand again
Now awake yet I feel you still
Every night, holding you until the dawn
Then I wake, with so much more that’s left to say
Please don’t make me dream again,
Suddenly you never left
I don’t want to feel the pain
Hopeless as you fade away
As you die again
I don’t know how much more of this I’ll take
Can’t forget, and I can’t forgive
All my fault, that I didn’t see the signs
Close my eyes, to live it all and fail again
Please don’t make me dream again,
Turning grey you beg for help
Maybe I can save you now
Hopeless as you fade away
As you die again
Fade away, and we’re hand in hand again
As I say that I tried my best
You deserve so much more than I can give
Then I wake, the cycle just begins again
Please don’t make me dream again,
Turning grey you beg for help
Maybe I can save you now
Hopeless as you fade away
As you die again
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3. |
Yesterday
03:28
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Nothing’s left when mirrors lie,
Showing memories I’ll always crave
Yesterday, another life
Here I am both feet in the grave
Fading away,
I’m going so astray
Castaway
One more cliché,
I’m feeling the decay
Throwaway
My yesterday
Where to now, all roads are closed,
Wandering forever for you
Numb inside, it’s hard to breathe,
Choking on the memory you gave
Fading away,
I’m going so astray
Castaway
One more cliché,
I’m feeling the decay
Throwaway
My yesterday
I remember it all,
Yesterday
All I want is to feel
Yesterday
I remember it all
Yesterday
All I want is to feel, and heal our yesterday
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4. |
Fragile Heart
05:22
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Another day of self-decline
Feel the fear, the chills running down the spine
Poison soul in every breath
Hardened eyes wishing final death
Get away
I’m undone once again
Soulless eyes, a thousand memories turn
I’m undone once again
Fragile heart, afraid to feel the pain
Heart of steel broken every time
Incomplete, rusted, never shine
Born to die, yet cursed to live
With no voice, but so much love to give
Get away
I’m undone once again
Soulless eyes, a thousand memories turn
I’m undone once again
Fragile heart, afraid to feel the pain
Shallow smile they see right through
Empty soul, could be the death of you
Nothing left, under empty sky
But the truth, feeling all hope die
Get away
I’m undone once again
Soulless eyes, a thousand memories turn
I’m undone once again
Fragile heart, afraid to feel the pain
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5. |
Weight of the World
05:57
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Now hope abandons the dream, it’s all a nightmare
He can’t remember, or won’t recall
When hope abandons his life, leaves him to die
He can’t remember, or answer why
No more love, you will learn
Endless lies, suffer waits
Crying numb, tears of fire,
Screaming out, you’ll just go like the rest
Love won’t heal the soul, give in control
And you’ll never be the same
No, protect your heart, you’ll see in time
As you’re crawling on your knees,
Crushed by the weight of the world
Darkness within his soul, he’s going down
He can’t remember, or find his crown
Pride just a distant hope, now he’s in chains
He can’t remember, why he remains
No more love, you will learn
Endless lies, suffer waits
Crying numb, tears of fire,
Screaming out, you’ll just go like the rest
Love won’t heal the soul, give in control
And you’ll never be the same
No, protect your heart, you’ll see in time
As you’re crawling on your knees,
Crushed by the weight of the world
Now hope abandons the dream, it’s all a nightmare
You will remember, you’re really there
No more love, you will learn
Endless lies, suffer waits
Crying numb, tears of fire,
Screaming out, you’ll just go like the rest
Love won’t heal the soul, give in control
And you’ll never be the same
No, protect your heart, you’ll see in time
As you’re crawling on your knees,
Crushed by the weight of the world
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6. |
End of Days
04:38
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Everything you gave, it had a price
Years of broken thoughts, I’m drifting through my life
Something broke inside, of you, I know
No one left blame, you played a hand in this
No one was there, you died alone
All that I feel, all I know
Is I failed you
Holding on forever, never find,
Reasons to believe I’ll survive
Silence growing, darkness deep inside
Walk away and leave me with the end of days
Anger left inside, it numbs the pain
Tell me, did you care? I’ll always question why
Never felt the love, the more I saw
Maybe I’m to blame, but now it’s far too late
No one was there, you died alone
All that I feel, all I know
Is I failed you
Holding on forever, never find,
Reasons to believe I’ll survive
Silence growing, darkness deep inside
Walk away and leave me with the end of days
Rage I feel inside, for you & I
Maybe I’m to blame, but now it’s far too late
No one was there, you died alone
All that I feel, all I know
Is I failed you
Holding on forever, never find,
Reasons to believe I’ll survive
Silence growing, darkness deep inside
Walk away and leave me with the end of days
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7. |
Forget
03:46
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I can handle anything, come and see the broken man lose it all
Nothing like I want to be, now I’m losing everything, pieces of me
Tell me how to forgive you, to live again
It burns my mind; I wish we never met
You left me to die
Just let me forget
Waiting in the shadows, do I feel regret?
Crying in the darkness alone with you?
I forget
I can handle anything, as the colour left your face I was wrong
Longest walk I’ve ever had, nothing but the white and grey,
As I stand numb, I would give my life to hear your voice
But that dream has died, I wish we never met
You left me to die
Just let me forget
Falling into ruin, do I feel regret?
Hanging in the darkness alone, I can’t forget
Waiting in the shadows, do I feel regret?
Crying in the darkness alone, calling
Falling into ruin, do I feel regret?
Hanging in the darkness alone with you
I forget
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8. |
One by One
03:42
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Holding on as everyone fades away
Feeling numb as I embrace the grey
One by one
They will die
One by one
One by one you’ll fall
Waiting for the sweet release of death
Begging, with a final breath
One by one
They will die
One by one
One by one you’ll fall
I’m falling again, remember how I believed
I’m falling again, underneath, broken again
It’s all come undone, far too real
One by one
They will die
One by one
One by one you’ll fall
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Final Mourning Adelaide, Australia
Final Mourning is a solo project, with everything written and recorded entirely by me! (Steven Brown) It began as a way to release grief healthily, but the songs became so personal for me, I just had to share it with the world. Thanks for listening \m/
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